I heard on the radio today a reminder that it’s Maundy Thursday, the day when JC said:
Amen.
Yesterday, a beautiful Vibrational Arena was created at our home and we (me, G, girls, Dad and J) did all Join wonderfully. The girls were amazing in contributing with cooking and chatting and hosting… And I took seriously the commandment to go softly and focus on the Vibrational Arena for Joining. I managed my energy and my boundaries – reasonably well. We all felt close. My Dad felt held and loved I think, and J too. It was a blessed day.
Today is my first day of my Five Day Stay-at-Home Retreat over Easter. Guide me to use it wisely and well. I am keen to rest and to get clarity – and also to take actions that will impact the future positively.
Time to move your body.
Yes, it sure is. I haven’t walked properly for days… Nor done my qigong.
That is why you feel heavy.
I’ve been eating and drinking like a merry Tudor too.
Holiday season – and hard emotional challenges. You are doing really well. You could be well proud of yourself.
I have felt a little bit unbalanced.
We know, dear soul. You are holding space for a lot. You have worked extremely hard since Christmas. You have had big social occasions for the first time in months. You’ve had the vaccine chugging through you. You are still reeling from the shocks upon your family. You are pleased for the week’s break, but also missing its routine. You have your beautiful youngest home which is a new focus of your heart’s attention. The clocks have changed, so suddenly your evenings don’t feel like evenings.
Ty. All this. And I feel a little bit dissociative – lots of staring at Instagram, ‘holiday drinking’, compulsive Homeland watching…
So what practices get you back in your body and your world?
Tidying, cleaning, sorting, qigong, walking… People keep f-ing messaging me! Maybe I need to tell people I’m going offline a bit. I LONG TO MAKE MYSELF AVAILABLE TO DOWNLOADS OF NEW WISDOM… without forcing it. But it’s so uncomfy to get to that stillpoint!
Sounds like you are trying, or wanting, or desiring, to create a Vibrational Arena for Joining with yourself.
YES!
I am!
I’ve so over-serviced my relationships in work and life… to the degree I’m not doing so well. The judging, the criticising, the over-sharing, the poor boundaries…
Oop. Back you come, sweet soul! Let’s refocus.
You seek to create a Vibrational Arena for Joining with yourself.
This means… Well, let’s go in for a few minutes and find out what it means…
Ok. Ty.
***15mins with Insight Timer***
It means to become more connected every day, to the source of all creation, of all knowledge, of all knowing.
Yes. Like an antenna reaching out of us… mingling with the higher frequencies.
When you ask yourself – what is the purpose of my day, and find that the answer you hear is ‘to channel spirit’ you know you have arrived at a new juncture.
What does it mean to channel spirit?
It means to get out of the way of the egoic self (easier said than done, but part of the overall life learning and mastery of self) and Make Way For, Yield Unto… something more knowing than the human mind alone can ever be.
Is this like having psychic abilities?
Every one can be said to have psychic abilities. You know that. We are talking about Making Way For, Yielding Unto something greater than the parsimonious day to day concerns.
Remind me – parsimonious?
I am channelling joy